Le Bonheur

when something actually hits my emotions i suddenly get cold to the bone i shiver, it is almost as though my body is rejecting feeling certain emotions,with each quiver the urge to feel seeps out through my pores, i dislike to show emotion, when i show deep emotion i feel weak, it's not that i care if people think im weak, fuck what people think right, it's that if i feel weak i'll start to believe im weak, and if i believe im weak, the thoughts that normally dont go skin deep will drown my brain.i find it easier to show no emotion other than happiness because if people think your happy they dont tend to ask with deepth to the question of 'How Are You?' When it comes down to it, why would you want everyother person to know that your anything but happy?