My closest friend asked if i'm okay?
I Really Dont Know How to Answer That.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Letter Writting.
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I've Been a Missin'
i'm so sorry for the lack of.. well anything, i have no mind space for anything.
i've been sitting here staring at this god dammned computer trying to put my thoughts in a box and do my really REALLY important assignment due tomorrow, i have not written one word... we have had six weeks do to it, and it's taken me six weeks to print out information.
i'm not too sure what i'm ment to be feeling. please dont take me for a little teenage girl who has no one better to talk too, to express her deepest most yuk feelings too so she blogs it and it turns into a ickky blog.
thus why i have not blogged because i didnt want to turn this blog into another teenage soppy ick blog.
but i need to express this to some extent.
i want to go and tell my bestfriends that im secretly not dealing at all.
but i hate the fact that im not dealing with anything too well, it makes me feel weak.
each morning i awake to the bursting thought of another night that we got through.
Sitting across the table from a skeleton.
what in the world am i ment to talk about with a dying man?
how am i ment to not stress my heart out when i have given my flue to a person who has the weakest immune system and watch their fraile body cough knowing that i have thrusted this pain upon them,
Knowing that they are so fraile they find it so easy to trip and fall and spit their head open on the tiles.
how am i ment to deal with my thoughts filled with am i going to get awaken to the news that my father has died alone in the night?
How On Earth Am I Ment To Deal With This On My Own?
i've been sitting here staring at this god dammned computer trying to put my thoughts in a box and do my really REALLY important assignment due tomorrow, i have not written one word... we have had six weeks do to it, and it's taken me six weeks to print out information.
i'm not too sure what i'm ment to be feeling. please dont take me for a little teenage girl who has no one better to talk too, to express her deepest most yuk feelings too so she blogs it and it turns into a ickky blog.
thus why i have not blogged because i didnt want to turn this blog into another teenage soppy ick blog.
but i need to express this to some extent.
i want to go and tell my bestfriends that im secretly not dealing at all.
but i hate the fact that im not dealing with anything too well, it makes me feel weak.
each morning i awake to the bursting thought of another night that we got through.
Sitting across the table from a skeleton.
what in the world am i ment to talk about with a dying man?
how am i ment to not stress my heart out when i have given my flue to a person who has the weakest immune system and watch their fraile body cough knowing that i have thrusted this pain upon them,
Knowing that they are so fraile they find it so easy to trip and fall and spit their head open on the tiles.
how am i ment to deal with my thoughts filled with am i going to get awaken to the news that my father has died alone in the night?
How On Earth Am I Ment To Deal With This On My Own?
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