Some People Bake For Christmas We Bake Ourselves.

So im into wearing three watches, one: because they are all my fathers. Two: I'm just really into telling the time. And Three: Because it takes space on my wrists.
On Friday night was a night that was filled with laughter and Beavis. a group of about 15 played drinking games smoked untill our throats cried, and mixed music untill we too utterly drunk to work the mix board. Boys Cried Because There Girlfriends out side of out little clan Were being rank hood rats. And my best friend Decided to get quiet drunk and dribble all his girl problems to me. Which i love to hear because it takes my mind of my problems which my mind cant seem to fix.
All In All It Was A Great Night. An Amazing Night.
Some Crew Are Coming Over Tomorrow Night To Bake So There Will Be Photos.
Some Love Here And There. Olive

In With The Wild Crowd.

Gay i know but very bored.

Bold = what i have done

graduated high school.

smoked a cigarette.
kissed someone. (apart from family)

gotten so drunk you passed out.

ridden every ride at an amusement park.

collected something really stupid.

gone to a rock concert.

helped someone.

gone fishing.

watched four movies in one night.

gone long periods of time with out sleep.

lied to someone.

snorted cocaine.

smoked weed.

failed a class.

dealt drugs.

been in a car accident.

been in a tornado.

done hard drugs.

watched someone die.

been to a funeral.

burned yourself.(not on purpose)

run a marathon.

cried yourself to sleep.

spent over $200 in one day.

flown on a plane.

cheated on someone.

been cheated on.

written a 10 page letter.

gone skiing.

been sailing.

cut yourself.

had a best friend.

lost someone you loved.

shoplifted something.

been to jail.

dangerously close to being in jail.

had detention.

skipped school.

got in trouble for something you didn’t do.

stolen books from the library.

gone to a different country.

dropped out of school.

been in a mental hospital.

watched the “harry potter” movies.

had an online diary. Blogspot?

fired a gun.

gambled in a casino.

had a yard sale.

had a lemonade stand.

actually made money at the lemonade stand.

been in a school play.

been fired from a job.

taken a lie detector test.

swam with dolphins.

gone to sea world.

voted for someone on a reality tv show.

written poetry.

read more than 20 books a year.

gone to europe.

loved someone you shouldn’t have.

used a coloring book over age 12.

had surgery.

had stitches.

taken a taxi.

seen the washington monument.

had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.

overdosed.

had a drug or alcohol problem.

been in a fist fight.

suffered any form of abuse.

had a hamster.

pet a wild animal.

used a credit card.

gone surfing in california.

done “spirit day” at school.

dyed your hair.

gotten a tattoo.

had something pierced.

gotten straight a’s.

been on the honor roll.

known someone with hiv or aids.

taken pictures with a webcam.

started a fire.

gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone

A Toast For The Douche Bags

so so so so long time no blog i know i know.
so these photos are from a party at one of my friends houses was such a lovely time with everyone.
and then the rest are my formal photos with Eddie and our lovers ben and ben.
it was a good night but no after party witch was gay but i cut back to the den and chilled there with all the guys.
so what have you been up to?

I'll Be With You Tomorrow, But Of A Diffrent Kind.

Most of these photos are fromt he last luch all my brothers and sister had with my dad, well three of them anyway







hey fist blog in along time, i have been an utter mess so a great friend of mine agreed it was a good idea to make my den where i spend so many of my days and nights in to make it my own to add a touch of OLIVE AND EDIE to it, so he his helping me paint and make cool things for my den witch is just what i need matching overals triplej busting into my ears and good food and wine and lots and lots of painting,
i dont know what i have been up to so i think ill just show us.

Out Of Action For A Tiny While

Hey Guys, So My Dad Passed Away Last Night, So I'm Going To Be Busy The Next Couple Of Days- Weeks Im Not Too Sure, But Please Dont Hold It Against Me,
So To My Old Man It Was Time To Give Up You Went Through Alot Of Pain, I'm 110% Sure You Will Kill It Up There.
I Love You.

It's Down The Road Not Across The Street.

Father You're Slowly But Painfully Losing Your Mind And I Have No Idea What I'm Going To Do.

Wild And Homeless.

Telecommunication illlumination

My closest friend asked if i'm okay?
I Really Dont Know How to Answer That.

Letter Writting.

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I've Been a Missin'

i'm so sorry for the lack of.. well anything, i have no mind space for anything.
i've been sitting here staring at this god dammned computer trying to put my thoughts in a box and do my really REALLY important assignment due tomorrow, i have not written one word... we have had six weeks do to it, and it's taken me six weeks to print out information.
i'm not too sure what i'm ment to be feeling. please dont take me for a little teenage girl who has no one better to talk too, to express her deepest most yuk feelings too so she blogs it and it turns into a ickky blog.
thus why i have not blogged because i didnt want to turn this blog into another teenage soppy ick blog.
but i need to express this to some extent.
i want to go and tell my bestfriends that im secretly not dealing at all.
but i hate the fact that im not dealing with anything too well, it makes me feel weak.
each morning i awake to the bursting thought of another night that we got through.
Sitting across the table from a skeleton.
what in the world am i ment to talk about with a dying man?
how am i ment to not stress my heart out when i have given my flue to a person who has the weakest immune system and watch their fraile body cough knowing that i have thrusted this pain upon them,
Knowing that they are so fraile they find it so easy to trip and fall and spit their head open on the tiles.
how am i ment to deal with my thoughts filled with am i going to get awaken to the news that my father has died alone in the night?
How On Earth Am I Ment To Deal With This On My Own?

Done and dusted

Breakfast

So thismorning i noticed it takes me about that long to eat yogurt, i have no idea why it just does it took me about 30 mins to eat my breakfast of vanilla yogurt, i know it's not that vaild to anything, though i just though i'd share that weird fact :) flair preperations are ago it's wensday and im in science not doing a thing as per normal, tomorrow is thursday i get a fank tan, now whenever i tell people i'm getting a faky every one screams orange, all i want is a healthy glow not an orange glow and warm fuzzy healthy glow because i am modelling alot of simwear and winter has just ended and im pasty white not good.
we have a full dress rehersal tomorrow then friday its the perimare and ill be working from 1 till close witch is close to about 12 so ill be dead and then all over again on saturday,
it's my good friends birthday day today who was in a car crash just acouple of weeks ago and can't walk and is still in hospital in sydney,
i feel so bad because i have no yet seen him as you can imagine i have been flat out,
though all he wants he said is a million photos of this weekend for his room at hospital so i'm going to go over bored and over flow his wall :)
so too Jarrah Deeth.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Shall see you soon :)
Love you.
stay sweet bloggers :)
OLIVE.